I'm in a bit of denial that it's already August. Because if I acknowledge that, I have to accept that I've let most of my summer (and year) blow right past me. Not to say I haven't been busy. The so-called slow summer season at work has been anything but and I'm still half living out of bags and boxes in the new place. But, I definitely feel that lack of good old fashioned fun and abandon this year. I need a vacation.
I'm definitely feeling a drag to my year because of the lack of a WMC trip. Going to Miami in March is generally a good kick in the ass for my year, the first blast of warmth and a chance to get some ideas for the year's new soundtrack. I've been feeling burned out for 90% of 2008 and I need a recharge desperately. I'm kicking around the idea of going to Europe or finding some Caribbean island that won't get trampled during hurricane season. I need some blackberry and cell phone free time to stare off into space and love every second of it.
Everything seems to be in flux this year. Among my friends, there's breakups, job losses, existential crises, and general feeling of failing as an adult. Then again, what else is new?
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