August 01, 2004
He Hate Me
Mother Nature is doing me a favor today. Overcast and rain. I'm really loving it because I'm feeling a bit deranged...and very 1999 because I keep (and I'm about to again) putting song lyrics and shit. It's back to my OG Geocities type posting apparently.
What a fucking week! I've been through the ringer really. Bring on the Man Man show! I really need that boost right now. Meanwhile, the extended post is what's been playing around in my head besides "gotta finish my article and stop bullshitting like 15 mins ago!" If I break a glass on someone's face and/or start screaming uncontrollably, know that Orgy is the soundtrack.
And gotta love Quiz Diva giving me the scoop on what's painfully obvious:
 | There's No Way He'll CommitMaybe you haven't known each other long... And that's why he's acting a bit sketchy But if you've been together for a few months, Then you've got to let him go. Because he's not looking to put a ring on your finger - ever. This guy's not going to change for you, or any other woman. |
Hi, my name is Candice and I'm an addict. I enjoy dysfunctional relationships with irredeemable characters. Screaming matches, cursing, and dramatic episodes really float my boat. But, actually it fucking doesn't and if I have to deal with another assclown, I'm gonna put myself out of my misery. One is too many and a thousand is never enough.
If it stayed, I'd never leave it
If that turned around
I'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about
I mean that loving you is strange
And adored by me throughout
Oh no it's you again
Someday soon you'll find that someone
Waiting for the chance to beat you
Drooling on the set to feel you
Blessing you with every kiss
Tie yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause you're the death of me
So precious, loving the thrill
Tie yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause you're the death of me
So precious, loving the thrill
Such the patient one who needs me
The spoiled one who wins
So shocking where's your sense
Don't you know i hate you, oh
Unsatisfied, you little girl.
Tie yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause you're the death of me
So precious, loving the thrill
Tie yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause you're the death of me
So precious, loving the thrill
Rolling dice and seeming queer
Bastard love, a sick affair
Let's see what new disease you'll fetch
I mean that fucking you is strange
And adored by me throughout
Oh no it's you again
Blessing you with every kiss
So precious
You know this hate of mine exploded
I'm so deranged you know
I will never be the same
Tie yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill
Tie yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill