There's this post I've been chewing on -- besides the oft-forgotten adventures in North Brooklyn one -- that I was all set to post, but I'm currently re-editing. Why mention it? Just to put out there that though some posts may seem -- and are -- off the cuff, every old rant doesn't make the cut. So, I'm tinkering and it should probably be up later.
In other news, it's cold. And I think I've overloaded on beef and cheese for the time being, though I didn't believe it was possible. The thought of a cheeseburger makes me want to throw up about now. And I'm still broke. And still want things. But, I'm working from a masterplan finally and that makes me happy. I've nested into the homestead and finally started unpacking and putting things on the wall like I really live here. I've also set February 1st as a move date and am tentatively planning a birthday extravaganza at Sapph. I've been list making and trying to visualize some goals for a change. I've had a good run being all blase, living a step in front of chaos, but it like everything has become tired. Structure is more than necessary about now.
Posted by Candicissima at November 11, 2003 02:49 AM