Kitty Power

Sleep To Dream

Song of the week:

Don't make it a big deal, don't be so sensitive
We're not playing a game anymore; you don't have to be so defensive

Don't you plead me your case, don't bother to explain
Don't even show me your face, 'cuz it's a crying shame
Just go back to the rock from under which you came
Take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claim
And don't forget the blame

I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise

What a strange weekend it's been! I've spent most of the days working on code to whip this place into shape and the nights out and about with friends yet here it is Sunday and I'm just blah.

I'm feeling more muddled than usual if that's possible. Tomorrow is Day 1 of that project I've been waiting all month to work on and that's going to be killer for the next couple of weeks. The hardcore day in and day out. I've been trying to regain my carefree early summer self for a little while, but it's not working so far. I'm kinda confused how I can really be making the conscious effort to be out there but not feeling it at all. I'm distracted by some total bullshit and it's pissing me off more every time I think about it. I presently need to be disentangled from my disentangling. Yeah, it doesn't make sense to me either. I'm on the verge of making some major decisions soon and I need all my wits about me.