In continuing with the "I'm a random magnet" train of thought, I've realized that no matter what stage of my life I'm in (or something), the friends I have are essential archetypes in my life. I used to say that they're all nothing alike to each other, but they've all got a piece of the pathwork that makes up me. Trendvickster and I were/are wide-eyed and optimistic together when I'm not letting whatever beat me down. Jay, PrincessNella, and I are charismatic cynical bitches with sharp tongues and big laughs. Tino, Alex and I are the adventure seekers -- up for whatever, down for whatever with those glints in our eyes while looking deceptively fresh-faced. Mr. KT and I have vibrant personalities and dirty minds/mouths that you would never guess looking at our sweet little faces. Every once in a while, I get latched onto by a Dancing Queen or my ex-housemate and we share that reckless, hypersexual, fun-loving nature. But, that part has been toned down in my old age. It's an intensity that I can't keep up. All kinds of shit ensues that'll drain the hell out of you. The guys that pass through are all the same too. Wolves in sheep's clothing, occasionally just a bad sheep mask. I think I'm officially over it. For the 8,000,000th time. Doubt it'll stick.
Posted by Candicissima at August 30, 2003 03:36 PM