50 More Things About Candicissima

1.. I'm a quiz junkie.
2. Time wasting isn't necessarily a bad thing in my book
3. Except for the fact, I always wait for the worst time.
4. Then again, there's no time like the present.
5. Or some shit like that
6. I'm practically bipolar
7. I operate on a high level of emotional alert
8. Hence, the millions of "I like him"/"I hate him" posts
9. I'm very prone to whims
10. And very high strung emotionally
11. But, I'm always outwardly chill
12. Though I don't handle stress well at all
13. I tend to be bad at coping
14. Well, not really...
15. I work myself into a meltdown, before I can pick myself up and move on
16. Strange, but it works.
17. I'm on a lackadaisical quest for Mr. Right
18. I'm actually on a lackadaisical quest for a lot of things
19. I think that's such a cool word.
20. It means lacking spirit, zeal or interest
21. Which by that I mean, it's not my main purpose right now
22. I want to enjoy this single time
23. I'm getting over some years of romantic garbage
24. I'd rather be totally centered before going off to face more crap
25. I'm very sensitive
26. Yet a hardcore romantic
27. Things I'm not lackadaisical about include music
28. Dancing
29. My friends and social life
30. The blog
31. I'm a little bit obsessed with it
32. But, it's fun hobby
33. I like putting my mind out there for strangers
34. Apparently
35. I'm trying to figure out a lot of things
36. I'm in a transitional phase
37. That's not necessarily a bad thing
38. Because I have the opportunity to mold myself any way I want
39. Which is a pretty exciting concept to me
40. I've got a million interests
41. And a flight disposition
42. Combined with a sorta short attention span
43. As well as a head for minute details
44. And a memory like an elephant.
45. I don't worry about what will happen with me too much
46. I'm mad resilient
47. With some strange luck
48. I always land on my feet
49. Eventually
50. And getting there is half the fun.

10/5/03